Growing

My heart surgery is in fourteen days. But, growth with my relationship with God is happening in large strides. I honestly do not know how people survive without it. Open heart surgery is terrifying.

But I am comforted.

I am at Peace.

I know that God is in control, has perfect timing (I am a teacher and have the summer to recover - perfect!), and loves me more then anyone on this world.

I know that some people may think, "If He loves you so much, why do you even have this problem?" However, I would not trade this condition. I can emphasize with those who are hurting, I learn that I can't rely on myself, and God is showing up in mighty ways through it.